3rd July...

Went to melawat.
I lost another relative younger than me today.Pity.
Went from late morning to evening.
I felt drained....really drained....
Didn't eat the whole day.Just had a bottle of mineral water.Legs go wobbly after hours of waiting.After the funeral,the reality checked in. Felt like passing out on the way back.
Oh....by the way, I was alone. So alone. So lonely.
Do u know what is the feeling of being lonely?...
Horrendous....