In sickness, and in health..till death do I..

mmm...next story...
after the hoohahs of the kite making,..went on to make preparations for a wedding on my side..Again, I was choked up to my tonsils..what did I do?..lets see..

sew curtains for the house, make the hantaran/gubahan (with the help of a friend),went all the way to the panas Arab St just to hunt for the bloody but beautiful ribbons and satin - sew the little pouches to sumbat the bunga rampai - dress up the baskets into works of art - bake the single tier wedding fondant cake - assembled the barang2 decor - mmm....apa lagi..tak tau la apa nak cakap.

For this, I was scolded so many times for not sleeping over the nite becuz - get this- all the above are done in a week,together with other jobs/chores.. The biggest straw was when I did not sleep for 3 nites straight. Needless to say, I felt like ripping my heart out onto my palms and pump it manually,just to keep it beating.My failing eyes were shrouded with grey strands of hallucinating mirage. Setiap apa yang mataku terpandang ibarat fatamorgana yang datangnya berulang-ulang...tapi akhirnya menghilang...ceh!..sastera sekejap..

Anyway...nak dipendekkan cerita,..dan memanjangkan blog,
mukaku macam daging tak empuk,
jalan macam tak jejak bumi,
Ibaratnya kekata Pak Sudin bin Dali,
lang bo ti lang,
kui bo ti kui...

my mood?...jgn cakap..aku punya mengamuk, boleh terbalik satu kampung...

Inilah akibatnya :

orang yang mata tak cukup tidur,
badan yang tak cukup rihat,
otak yang tak cukup masa nak fikir,
hati yang tak baik2 sakit,
dan poket yang masih tak cukup duit..

fed up,babe ..fed up...
tapi apa2 pun...hai Ana...buuuaaaaatt jugak...nak cakap cari balak, tak jugak...nak cakap cari pahala,..dosa yang aku dapat agaknya ...nak cakap apa?..kalau dah namanya ANA = ini la jawabnya...DEGIL...hehe...tapi takpe..fedup punya fedup pun, aku happy jugak akhirnya...entah la...susah nak jelaskan APER KAH KEBENDANYA yang aku happykan ni...cuma Allah saje yang tauuuuu....

ape lagi nak crite eh...
ah..
next post lah...